Wednesday, January 21, 2009

the spineless jellyfish known as ME


who has the audacity to treat another person the way they do????? who has the power to judge someone like that ?????.....i do ..the spineless, courageless, braveless person with no heart of my own to make a decision ....sorry doesnt mean anything when all the numbness passes... i will be here ..alone ..a three year progress must be laid to rest .....the hurt , anger , pain .....its all paralyzed and frozen. There is no such thing as my OWN happiness. I wish you know and just lived in my shoe for one day....the pain that is felt when i cant even tell you the real feeling that i have for you....i cant even reach for you when your hurt......you dont see the acid that burns my cheeks...you dont see the stone that set in my eyes....and the partial heart that is barely beating ...the lungs that are at a lose of air. I hope one day you understand that it was REAL ....the timing was WRONG ...I am Wrong ......for apoligizing to the one that will never accept it.

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